With The Peaceful Setting,

Empty promises,

Peter — Thu, 08 Jan 2009 16:17:07 +0000

So it’s coming to the end of the week,the first week of school.everybody is just slacking for now only.Soon work will pile,scolding will be a routine,back to the old school life!,awesome?haha,so i know all my teachers and they’re prettty awesome!My chem teacher is weird,he smiles all the time even when scolding people for things,my lit teacher is awesome,he is damn gooood,math teacher?can’t really make it.Eng,chinese all boring.Geog?i don’t know yet cause it’s tomorrow.D&T i also don’t know yet.It’s tomorrow tooo.my physics teacher is great!So yeah.I guess this year will be a very stressful year.but next wah!can die.So yeah.I should be sleeping by now but i just decided to post on my blog.Haven’t been really updating.So today i didn’t have any lessons cause the ,ain band had to perform for the Sec 1 orientation to attract them into band.We were playing Oye Como Va for countless times including abba gold.So yeah.I went for lunch then came back took some of the Sec 2s drills for their Passing out parade.Practice a bit here and there.So yeah.Came home and was suppose to go for tution but the teacher couldn’t make it so i didn’t.Went just outside my house to cycle for awhile to take a break from everything.Then went for rosary and came back.And here i am posting on my blog.So yeah.I wanna go to sleep but then i’m just waiting to see what you’ll say but looks like theres nothing yet,i hope.You’ve made promises saying you’ll talk to me but in the end i don’t know,you never seem to bother.

Goodbye 2008,Hello 2009.

Peter — Wed, 31 Dec 2008 03:47:53 +0000

It’s the end of the old year.Start of the new year.New beginnings.New classmates.New responsibilities.New class.Everything is gonna be new,everything will change.It ended really fast.From January to June is was the slowest part of the year.But thats where most of the nicest things happen.I enjoyed that part.But slowly is got worst then became better and then worst.It just kept repeating.I hope it’ll just stay at the better state.It wasn’t a really good ending to the end of the year with all the things that happened from Sunday onwards.It really sucks!I can’t go out cycling.I can’t go out at all!It’s as good as me being on house arrest and school is starting soon!damn it.Fuck those bastards that caused this!Forget about that.So I’ve started tution,okay not really started but just tried out.The teacher was gooood.I understood the topic straight away but got confused somewhat with the rules.So yeah.I wanna pass my maths next year and i’m gonna try and do it.I mean it’s maths.I face difficulty in maths.Luckily i’m not taking Amath.oh wells.I’ve gotta go out and collect posters and stick it the classrooms of the Sec 1s next year for recruitment.It’s New Year’s Eve.Boom!tomorrow will be the new year and the next day everybody goes back to school!okay,I’m gonna eat my breakfast.

Bye.

Have yourself a Merry Little Christmas,

Peter — Fri, 26 Dec 2008 01:25:51 +0000

Gosh!Christmas is over just like that!KABOOM!haha,oh wells.I enjoyed myself pretty much this christmas with parties and what not?First was andre’s party,it was totally crazy.Jake was the first to get drunk,I was high,Iggy was just playing along with jake and lennard and lizzi they were just watching us make a fool out of ourselves!Lizzi wanted me to take another shot to see if i got drunk(meanie).She so wanted to see me drunk,is there a joy in seeing people drunk,lizzi?It wouldn’t be a joy if they vomited all over you!It would just be disgusting.So yeah.I went back at 3.30a.m.Talking to Celeste on the phone to make sure i get home safely and i did,I still could walk properly without swaying or anything!Uhuh!I didn’t sleep until like 8 in the morning cause i was having a damn bad headache and i slept until 12.30!damn it was a good sleep.Then i stoned for awhile in bed.Went down ate breakfast and prepared for the BBQ in the afternoon.So yeah.Dad’s friend came,then the family came!It was a pretty awesome time.But then now i’m down with a bad throat and that sucks.and i’ve got another 2 parties to go today and tomorrow!Haha,What awesome Christmases you’ll have when you grow up each year!Okay Chao.I want to go back to sleep,better get as much sleep as i can before school reopens!

Bye!

Merrry Christmas!

Six Feet Under The Stars

Peter — Tue, 23 Dec 2008 03:38:18 +0000

Time to lay claim to the evidence
Fingerprints sold me out
But our footprints washed away from the docks downtown
It’s been getting late for days
And I think myself deserving of a little time off
We can kick it here for hours
And just mouth off about the world
And how we know it’s going straight to hell

Pass me another bottle, honey
The Jager’s so sweet
But if it keeps you around then I’m down

Meet me on Thames Street
I’ll take you out though I’m hardly worth your time
In the cold you look so fierce, but I’m warm enough
Because the tension’s like a fire
We’ll hit South Broadway in a matter of minutes
And like a bad movie, I’ll drop a line
Fall in the grave I’ve been digging myself
But there’s room for two
Six feet under the stars

I should have known better than to call you out
(On a night like this, a night like this)
If not for you, I know I’d tear this place to the ground
(But I’m alright like this, alright like this)
I’m gonna roll the dice before you sober up and get gone
(I’m always in over my head)

Thames Street
I’ll take you out though I’m hardly worth your time
In the cold you look so fierce, but I’m warm enough
Because the tension’s like a fire
We’ll hit South Broadway in a matter of minutes
And like a bad movie, I’ll drop a line
Fall in the grave I’ve been digging myself
But there’s room for two
Six feet under the stars

Time to lay claim to the evidence
Fingerprints sold me out
But our footprints washed away
I’m guilty, but I’m safe for one more day
Overdressed and underage (what a let down)
“Do you really need to see an ID?”
This is embarrassing as hell (what a let down)
But I can cover for it so well
When we’re six feet under the stars

Heyyaa.It’s been a long long long long time since i posted!So yeah.Christmas Eve is like freakking tomorrow and school is starting soon(damn it),so yeah.The year went by so fast.So lets see what productive things i have done in the year,hmm.Studying,lazying around,eating,sleeping,going to school?So yeah.Yesterday was SPSAB’s(St. Pats alumni band) concert.Gosh.They were damn awesomme!Especially the horn section.Woah,they’re good.So our band was featured,we played El Camino Real.It sounded reasonable.But not GOOD.So yeah.Came home at like 12.40 and slept at like 1.We,(Matthew Chow,Nicholas Chin,Me,Ryan Sim and Joshua)were suppose to go to Macs but then it closed,thinking it was like 24/7.Ended up eating at 7-11,technically outside 7-11.And yeah.We looked like homeless teens,Haha.So yeah.OhOH! and on sunday!It was Christmas Light Up,Everything went smoothly,It was good but not that fantastic as last time.So yeah,BUT IT’S still GOOD.But it didn’t really have much of a link,More like the real world now with people obsessed with their jobs and not realising what Christmas is about and that it is now more of a commercial event.So yeah.I need to go and wash up,

I’ll try to post more often!The new wordpress doesn’t seem that difficult

The Pieces Don’t Fit Anymore.

Peter — Thu, 04 Dec 2008 02:38:37 +0000

I’ve been twisting and turning in a space that’s too small
I’ve been drawing the line and watching it fall
You’ve been closing me in , closing the space in my heart
Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart

Well I can’t explain why it’s not enough
Cause I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It’s the better thing to do
It’s time to surrender
It’s been too long pretending
There’s no use in trying
When the pieces don’t fit anymore

The pieces don’t fit here anymore

You pulled me under so I had to give in
Such a beautiful mess that’s breaking my skin
Well I’ll hide all the bruises; I’ll hide all the damage that’s done
But I show how I’m feeling until all the feeling has gone

Why I can’t explain why it’s not enough
Cause I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It’s the better thing to do
It’s time to surrender
It’s been too long pretending
There’s no use in trying
When the pieces don’t fit anymore
The pieces don’t fit anymore

I don’t know why

The pieces don’t fit anymore

Oh, don’t misunderstand how I feel
Cause I’ve tried, yes I’ve tried
Still I don’t know why
No I don’t know why

Helllo,hols are going pass damn fast.It doesn’t seem like the hols cause basically in secondary school you never have such thing as HOLS!Haha,but who cares.So yeah.Christmas is coming sooon!but yeah,It’s gonna be the end of the year and besides i’ll be sec 3 next year.Man,it’s fast.Barely feels like 2 years in St Pat’s.So yeah.Goodbye good life.Now comes the study years.until O’s then i’m done!Oh wells,I gotta paint my gate later.Shit la.Okay la.I’m going to have

Neutral.

Peter — Mon, 01 Dec 2008 00:49:05 +0000

Hello,so i’ve came back from band camp 2 days ago.Band Camp supposedly to be a bore turned out nice,Mr Glosz praised us but lets not get too big headed and stop practicing just cause of a compliment.The 6days were useful.I found I’ve made improvement even though i screwed up my solo.It was useful but sadly it passed super duper fast not like last years band camp such a bore passed by slowly..Maybe because i enjoyed this one.Well I’ve learnt a lot of things from this camp.Practice does help.So,if only i could apply that to my studies and just balance my time between band and studies then maybe i can do well,not really well just well.I came back and fell asleep really fast as i was sooo tired.I didn’t wake up to have dinner or anything,slept right through to the morning.

So Sunday morning.It was a fresh new day which turned out not to be such a pleasant one.I think i asked for certain things which i had prefer not to know.But i didn’t realise it was kept a secret for so long and i was really shocked dealing with the fact.But whatever.It’s your life.I can’t stop you from doing anything you like.I’ve got no control over you at all.I just felt realy neutral when you told me.like the feeling oh,congrats to you and the other one is like oh,okay,whatever.I prefered not to know that.but whatever.I can’t stop things from happening betwen the both of you no matter how much i would like it if anything didn’t happen but i can’t be selfish.Certain feelings will never change so fast.I guess i’m the one that is not letting go.But i don’t how to.I shall just wait until things just pass.So yeah.Today it’s monday and i’m up early doing nothing but just posting on the blog which i have no mood to.like you always said things don’t go the way you want it to.Well yeah.God doesn’t give everything you want.He gives you the best and i think maybe this isn’t the best for me now or maybe at all.I won’t know.Certain things can’t be helped but just to let it out.It ain’t good to keep it inside and just put on a front like you’re happy and i think thats exactly what i’m doing.Just going out and hanging out with friends,watching manga and doing things i like to keep things out of my mind.but sometimes i just think too much about it that i can’t get it out of my head.It doesn’t matter if you read this or not.Don’t worry about me.I’ll be fine,really.Just go have your fun with him.Enjoy life.

bye,

Time to say goodbye.

Peter — Sun, 16 Nov 2008 11:40:39 +0000

Hello,So yeah.This is just meant for you and you.Well.I’ve just read through all your letters and the story(with the pages i have).Well,First of all.Thank you for being there during those times and for just loving me.Thank you.Well also i want to say that I’m really lucky to have you being my girlfriend for just the time that it lasted.It was worth.Worth the pain,worth everything!It’s the end of the relationship but i guess it’s a new start to friendship.Well i guess it’s really time to stop all this and just leave it as friends.Nothing can change anything.It’s time for me to move on but it’ll take a lot of time and effort just to forget all these things.So yeah.Thanks for helping me change and become somebody better even though i might be more annoying now a days.but yeah.All those times.Talking to you is a great feeling that can’t be really described by me.Things have changed.You’re moving on to Sec 4 with all the others and have O’s with more commitments and things to handle.I’m moving on to Sec 3 tough year with SYF and Sec 1s coming in.You also have SYF too.Things never get easier in life.It just gets harder as you grow older each year.So yeah.I’ve got nothing more to write but just to thank you and everybody else like Kevin and a lot more others.Sorry Kevin for making you the middleman and going through all the shit for me.So it’s time for me to say goodbye.Talk to you soon.And there is one of your favourite songs.The prayer.

Sorry Lizzi about today!And i wanted to buy chocolates but i had no cash.I went home but there was no more sale,So sorry!

In loving memory

Peter — Sun, 02 Nov 2008 07:38:35 +0000

Thanks for all you’ve done
I’ve missed you for so long
I can’t believe you’re gone
You still live in me
I feel you in the wind
You guide me constantly

I’ve never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause you were always there for me
You were always there waiting
And ill come home and I miss your face so
Smiling down on me
I close my eyes to see

And I know, you’re a part of me
And it’s your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can’t hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I carry the things that remind me of you
In loving memory of
The one that was so true
Your were as kind as you could be
And even though you’re gone
You still mean the world to me

I’ve never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause you were always there for me
You were always there waiting
But now I come home and it’s not the same, no
It feels empty and alone
I can’t believe you’re gone

And I know, you’re a part of me
And it’s your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can’t hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I’m glad he set you free from sorrow
I’ll still love you more tomorrow
And you will be here with me still

And what you did you did with feeling
And You always found the meaning
And you always will
And you always will
And you always will

Ooo’s

And I know, you’re a part of me
And it’s your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can’t hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

hey all,so yeah.Hmm the weekend was okay just the spoiler of having band prac on saturday.So yeah.You know,have you ever felt that God neglects you?Like where he is when you’re in trouble or something like it?Well I think God is with you but maybe sometimes he is busy and sends angels like your friends.They’re like the best things on earth.but when you lose them or something in a fight.You’ll be ‘Fuck la,now he/she is gone.Who will help me?Shouldn’t have done that or this’it’s common and i’m feeling like that.Oh wells,everybody feels like that i guess.So yeah.What ever

The trouble with love is

Peter — Fri, 31 Oct 2008 05:55:50 +0000

Oooh oooh, ooooh yeah, mmmm…

Love can be a many splendored thing
Can’t deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It’ll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind,
It’ll fool ya every time

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It’s stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn’t care how fast you fall
And you can’t refuse the call
See, you got no say at all

Now I was once a fool, it’s true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world’s a deeper blue
I’m sadder, but I’m wiser too
I swore I’d never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn’t worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name

(The trouble with) The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It’s stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn’t care how fast you fall
And you can’t refuse the call
See, you got no say at all

Every time I turn around
I think I’ve got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin’ and I keep on fallin’
Over and over again
This sad story always ends the same
Me standin’ in the pourin’ rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two

(The trouble with love is) The trouble with love, yeah
(It can tear you up inside) It can tear you up inside
(Make your heart believe a lie) Make your heart believe a lie
It’s stronger than your pride

(The trouble with love is)
It’s in your heart
It’s in your soul (doesn’t care how fast you fall)
You won’t get no control
(and you can’t refuse the call)
See, you got no say at all

(The trouble with love is) Oh, yeah
(It can tear you up inside)
(Make your heart believe a lie)

It’s a new day,a new life.

Peter — Fri, 31 Oct 2008 02:24:57 +0000

Hello all.So it’s friday today which is all saints day?so I’m kinda exhausted from the past days cause my grand auntie passed away and have been sleeping late so yeah.The funeral was yesterday and stuff.So yeah.I didn’t go for band this week cause i was tired.And yeah.I got my posting results on Tuesday!Sadly i didn’t get into the class i wanted but overall i got a combi which i found better than the class i wanted to go to.I’m going to take Eng,Maths,MT,Combined Sciences(physics and Chem),D&T,SS/Geog,Pure lit.yeah 7 subjects.

So yeah,think i won’t be able to do my lit next year!damn it,oh wellls.majority of my class is going to 3E4 and 3E5.3E4′s combi is the same as 3E5 just that they take POA instead of pure lit and they take SS/History.3E5 offers art or D&T.

So yeah.I wanna see what it’s like for next year but sometimes it’s not good to rush things.Oh wells.

Bye,